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I don't need to be anything other than a prison guard's son
I don't need to be anything other than a specialist's son
I don't have to be anyone other than a birth of two souls in one
Part of where I'm going is knowing where I'm coming from

I don't want to be anything other than what I've been trying to be lately
All I have to do is think of me and I have peace of mind
I'm tired of looking 'round rooms wondering what I gotta do
Or who I'm supposed to be
I don't want to be anything other than me

I'm surrounded by liars everywhere I turn
I'm surrounded by imposters everywhere I turn
I'm surrounded by a deadly crisis everywhere I turn
Am I the only one to notice?
I can't be the only one who's learned

[Friday, February 16, 2007 . ]

Labels: Chinese New Year

i blogged today at 3:52 PM ------ [Friday, July 07, 2006 . ]

okie...it's been a long time since i blog.A lot has happened.I am just going to summarise everything: i have been on a roller coaster ride of emotion.
get what i mean?

Never mind if you don't. It doesn't matter anyway. Let bygones be bygones.
I thought i had better update this blog with a little entry; just to show that I haven't given up on this blog.Honestly all I feel is lazy.

Well the World Cup's back on.I am so not caught in the excitement,though I do know that France and Italy are competing in the Finals. When i think of the coming match, it reminds me of World War 1 .
If you study history then you will know what I am talking about.If you don't ,think! France. Italy.WW1. Get it?

Anyway I am not watching the match. I will never be able to wake at 2 in the morning. Talk about a sleeping like a log.Besides I don't like soccer. Not don't like the sport. But don't like watching the sport. I am more "practical experiment" kind of person. LOLx.



i blogged today at 4:00 PM ------ [Saturday, March 11, 2006 . ]

this is my ca1 results:
*eng-b4
*chi-b4
*geog-a1
*comb.humans-b3
*bio-b3
*chem-a2
*physics-b3
*maths-a1
*add.maths-a1

results that i will remember forever and won't forget.bad bad results.but come to think of it,it could be worse.i am nott comparing myself to others.i just s**k.i mean my results.evn though i did say they were ok.more than that,it nids improvement.definitely.

nothing for today.spent the whole day out.bought NK's present which comprise of a pair of earrings and keychain.i would buy them for myself if not for her.if i had ear holes.bracket nearly dropped out when chewing on a piece of cuttlefish.might be goin to the dentist tmr.then i can skip tuition.yes!that would be fanstastic.but troublesome too.this morning just go to the dentist then tmr go again.haiz...the problem wif braces.

just an all-around day for me.din even start on my hw. except maths though.

i blogged today at 10:53 PM ------ [Friday, March 10, 2006 . ]

happy holidays ! The end of term 1. How relaxing but at the same time it also feels as though sec 3 life is very fast paced. it's true.Last year in sec 2 i don't think i remember the first of the march holidays descended on me that quickly.
sec 3 life is different...only one word.Stressful.yea...3/1's nothing but stress.but maybe it's becoz i have spent most of the 3 months laughing it off that i feel as if time flies. sometimes laughing does that kind of trick. even though i miss sec 2, i have to admit this year (or at least the first 3 months) is pretty fun. i laughed more this year. it's a fact that i am proud of myself for being such a sun in Jan - Mar 2006. i am so proud...and even more thick skinned. haha..that's a joke.

had my progress chart...all As and Bs. lowest B4. kind of disappointed that all my A1s are in the 75-80 range...oh well it's still an A1...i shld be glad that i din get an F9.hahax...for a term 1 i considered my results ok. hey it's only term 1..no nid to kick such a fuss out of it. aniway i slacker...muahahax....

ha yuling i update liaox...pple lazy wat....lolx

i blogged today at 7:14 PM ------ [Friday, February 17, 2006 . ]

for pple who thinks i have a crush before u r wrong.
ok so i lied to her but that's to get her off my back about this crush thing.
im not goin to mention names.
every time im alone with her she keeps asking.
ok once or twice.
but it bothers me.
so i lie to her.
with a straight face.
yea im cool,lying with a straight face...
muahahaix....
so bad of me....
i mean i can nvr have a crush on the guy i mentioned to her supposedly to be my crush.
him?no way.
i believe i have better taste than that.
so girl it's all a lie.
i have no crush,not now ,not in the past.
i get absolutely irritated with these crush quesstions
do u have a crush on anybody?
i mean hello,that's so direct.
no body tells anybody about their crushes ,specially one that u seldom hang out with.
not me.
i just wish i don't have to bother with this questions
all i bother now is my 'O' levels
and gettin 8 A1s
which i suppose is like building castles in the air.
what with the recent 'O' levels having excellent results in my school.

but seriously for the sake of just asking
though nobody can be sure
when will i meet my first crush?
just for curiousity's sake.
hahax....
but i will definitely not be meeting him in css.
that's for sure..

i still think the whole thing so funny
hahahahhahahaahahahahahahah....!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i blogged today at 9:40 PM ------ [Friday, February 10, 2006 . ]

wat is love???
everybody's talking about it.
anybody can tell me!!!
just wat iszit....?
just wat is love??????

i blogged today at 11:30 PM ------ . ]

the english project is a headache.
oral presentation
wat question can u formed wif media?
muz be specific ,cannot be vague.
just wat is vague ,i ask ?
erh...so confusing,i am lost.
the media..
anything about the media
wat?
how it affect ...politics? education? singers' privacy and popularity? actresses'movie career?
????????????
help me out....................!!!!!!!!!!!!


guess starting to get the point of this
but still confusing like hell
vague?specific?
where did IPW go?

and im back to square one.

i think my question may finally get thru
omg
at long last!

??????
suspense....

this is suspense- filling
i hate it
especially this
at the end of day i still had no idea wat im chating about wif the rest
and no idea how to go about wif my research
i sux,pple.......
yea..stupid me...

just thought of this
o level cousin got 8 points L1R5
whole sch highest 4 9A1s
the seniors get so terrific results,the pressure's on us juniors
cos we have to measure up to their standard
darn it
still congrats to them
stress for us...we students like factory workers like that must produce the expected results..even more than that
shit

shit
my Qn cannot
have to think one again
damn
meiling jus hit the nail on the head
my Qn no link
stupid
the more i modify the worse it gets...jolynn's right
wat hell
im back to square one again and again
at this rate i can forget aboout starting my research early
or get my question in by todae
this sux

eek!

after beating about the bush it's still back to the original question
i need a break
for the time being i will do with this question first
till tmr
if i can think of a new one
no..i must think up a new one...
this question is too vague
i dun care
even it means killing millions of brain cells i will do it
actually i m already killing MILLIONS of brain cells

i blogged today at 10:01 PM ------ [Thursday, February 09, 2006 . ]

tmr 'o' level results come out
im not nervous..
cos none of my business lorx
big deal ...
yanbo tmr his 'death' is near...
so not.
he so clever
surely get 8 points
want me stay back and watch him
watch him cry arh?
dun want lor
i want to go home
everybody goin home
like stay back , odd one out like that
also not my business
not i getting results wat
i stay back for what?
stay back and be 'extra'...?
u give me money to be
i also dun want

still
maybe i will stay
see my mood
whatever

i blogged today at 9:37 PM ------

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